Mind Mischief

those who visit this blog are going to know who I am in TAMI. hehe...

Love is something most people say that does not apply to teenagers, that it would be more of infatuation. They say, teenagers really can’t differentiate love from infatuation. but who knows?

Love is something unexplainable – something beyond words. As from a movie, “A life without love is no life at all.” Yeah… of course. We all come back to love – we all came from love. The love that God wanted us to feel – we get that. And we, too, can love. We share this love with someone special to us, someone close to our hearts. It is something that only you can understand, and no one else will. It is something that asks for nothing in return.

And there comes love at first sight. Many actually don’t believe in this. They say that once is not enough, that you will keep on “trying to be in love,” that you will fail sometimes. But, isn’t it, that love is unique? Isn’t it something different from others? And, really, how could it be love if “it didn’t work out?” Love should always be at first sight. If it’s love, it will really work out. No matter how far away you may be, it should still be love. Other than that, it might be something else. or maybe, it is love, but not that kind of love

Just like when the flowers wilt, and you water them – they grow again. When, even though it is a rainy day, the sun really sees it through.

There are times when everything just seems so tiring, when there is such a depressing mood – cold, dark, and quiet, that, despite the laughter of friends trying to set a better mood, it all falls into deaf ears. And even adding to that is the arrival of the rain. Giving up seems to be a good decision, where you just retire and call it a day., or do things other than trying to enjoy. The tire just sets in…

But someone enters the scene. The mere sight, the mere utter of words – it makes you smile. But this someone was almost like a lost cause, fought long and very hard, where you try to set it aside for a while, for it seems like all others before. But no, something disagrees. You smile. Not the smile on the face, but something deeper. Something unexpected…it is there. Weird, unexplainable…what is it?

Love could be the strangest…but it is the most wonderful thing in the world.

part 31 Cor. 13

Kahit pilit na lumalayo, hindi pa rin mawala. Kahit anong hugot sa mga tinik, ay lalo pang sumasakit. Kahit ano pang takip ng ilong, lumulusot pa rin ang halimuyak.

Nakatingin pa rin sa walang hanggang kalangitan, tinatanaw ang bawat gahiganteng ulap, iniiwasan ang nakakabulag na sikat ng araw. Pero ang sinag, nariyan pa rin. Ang init, humahaplos pa rin sa aking kayumangging balat. Siyang, nagbibigay buhay sa lahat nangg nilalang sa mundo, pwera multo. Sa siyensya nga, sa mas simple na eksplinasyon, sa tulong ng araw, nagkaroon ng mga halaman. Ang mga halaman naman ang siyang nagbigay ng hangin na ating nalalanghap, nakatulog man o gising.

Mahirap makakita kung wala ang araw. Hindi tayo nakakakilos ng maayos. Nagiging indecisive na tayo, o 'di kaya'y marahan ang ating pagkilos. Walang pumapatnubay sa ating mga ginagawa.
Pag binabalewala mo naman ang kapangyarihan ng Haring Araw, naaapektuhan din ang iba (global warming ba?), at nasasaktan mo ang iyong sarili. Naaagrabiyado, hindi ang ikaw, pati na ang iyong mga dapat gawin.

Sinisira mo ang iyong kinabukasan.

Kaya nga, hindi lang natin dapat isipin ang ating sarili, pero pati na rin ang iba. Kung pinapahalagahan mo nga sila, ay dapat isawasto ang iyong mga ginagawa at iniisip. Kahit masakit, kung wala naman talagang ginagawang masama, ay hindi tayo dapat maging makasarili.

Kung mahalaga nga sila, isipin dapat ang kanilang kaligayahan.

Ito ang isa sa mga pinakamahalaga na ibinahagi ng Diyos sa atin. Ito ay ibinahagi Niya sa ating lahat. Ibahagi rin natin ito sa mga tao sa paligid natin. Walang hanggan, kung ito ay ating pagiingatan.

Kaya, dapat, sa Kanya rin ito ibabalik

One You

I wanted to make a song, but heck, what do I know in making one?

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One look~
The clouds seem to be fading
Your eyes glint through the moonlight
The stars up there revealing
Upon this rainy night

One touch~
The cold wind just passes by
While we lie on fine, white sand
For the first time I catch
The warmth of your velvet hand

One word~
Capt'ring the endless divide
With just a few things to say
But the only voice I hear
Forever, with me, will stay

Your look, I see
Your touch, I feel
Your words, I hear
I want to tell the whole world that

Your hold lights up the fire
Your lips suppress the insanity
Everything becomes different
Something extraordinary
And it's all because
I'm next to you

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I know it needs a lot of improvement - I'm going to work on it. but right nw, I want to capture the moment.
Congrats to all for a successful Intrams...

Alternate Destiny.

SPED-SEC/ISEC Alumni Homecoming

Why is it when I feel like posting, our computer renders unusable?
the one I'm supposed to post is saved there...
darn, we just can't afford a licensed copy of Windows...
I'm gonna make sure I'm going to get one when I start earning!

so I'll have to bear with it...wait until my Dad installs a new one...

but while I'm on it, I'll just endorse, if anyone ever does read this, the SPED Iloilo Blog.
maintained by the person who makes my headache..hehehe jowk lang gwaps...
Visit it for updates about the upcoming Alumni Homecoming.

i want to eat blueberry cheesecake...

The Most "Foolish" Traveler in the World

This is a story from Fruits Basket. It's a nice animé that i just finished watching. I really wanted to cry but i just held my tears back...T_T

By the way, this story is narated by Momiji-kun. After reading, I would appreciate if you posted a comment about your opinion. Actually, the Momiji had more comments on it himself, but I really want to know what you think. I got this from http://brymac.blogspot.com/2006_01_01_brymac_archive.html

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Once upon a time, there was a foolish traveler who had gone on a journey.
Why was he foolish? Well, because he was fooled by everyone he met!

"Please, some money for medicine...?"

Everywhere he went, people made up all kinds of sad stories to tell him, and the traveler fell for every one of them.

"I have a sick younger sister..."

"I don't have money to buy seeds to plant in my fields."

Pretty soon, his money, his clothes, even his shoes had been cheated away from him.

But the foolish traveler was always glad to help. And he always told the people the same thing.

He said: "I wish you happiness."

But by this point, though, the traveler was completely naked, and with nothing left to cover himself, he decided to leave the main road and travel through the dense forest, where no one could see him...

But soon, he was discovered by the goblins that lived in the woods. The goblins wanted to eat the traveler's body, so they begged and pleaded, and used
kind words to try and trick him... Of course, the traveler was fooled.

First, he let the goblins eat one of his legs. Then an arm. Then more and more... Before it was over, all that the traveler had left was his head. He'd even given his eyes away to the last of the goblins... And as that last goblin was eating the traveler's eyes, he turned and said

"Thank you, traveler. In return, I leave you this present."

What the goblin left was a slip of paper, with the word "fool" written on it. The traveler couldn't see it. He didn't know what it was. Even so, tears began to flow down his face.

"Thank you," he said. "This is the first present anyone ever gave me. I'm so happy. I'm so happy. Thank you."

Even without his eyes, he cried and cried, great tears of joy. Then, the traveler died, the smile still on his face.

And that's... the end of the story.
Is the traveler really foolish?

Endless Sympathies

Again...
After playing a bit and getting very sleepy after a very LONG day (i wonder what would happen if i joined the tree planting...), I just remembered something that I was supposed to ask a teacher...

"Dang, how could I ask him?"

I was already wondering how I could communicate with him...It might be a bit rude if I got a teachers number from a classmate...might be disclosed you know...hehehe...
Well, it just occurred to me that...I was online. So I tried using one of the most valuable things in my life...

and, voila! there in front of me was the cell #, email add, and even some extra info I could use...
tsk, tsk...

well, I'm sure Pisaynons will like this site...
Bitoon Star

hay GMA...

part 2Ibon

Sa tagal kong pananatili sa gitna ng malawak na soccer field, at sa pananabik na maging malaya, ay tumayo akong palundag, at sa sandaling iyon ay naramdaman kong may lumabas sa aking likuran, na biglang bumigat ang aking katawan at nawalan ng balanse. Pero gumaan din ito bigla, na parang hindi na nakatapak sa lupang natabunan ng luntiang halaman ang aking mga paa. Naramdaman kong pumalibot sa akin ang malamig na haingin na parang buhawi, na ang mga damo ay naistorbo mula sa kanilang tahimik na pagyuko. Hinaplos ng simoy ng hangin ang aking maputlang mukha, at unti-unti ko nang natanaw ang mga puting ulap na lumalapit.

Magaan, malamig – ganyan ang pakiramdam nang nakalusot ka sa makapal na ulap. Ako ay parang naging bata uli, at pinaglaruan ang mga ulap – iniihip-ihip, tinatabuy-taboy, tinutusuk-tusok. Malaya ako na walang nakahadlang.

Ang aking paglalaro ay natigil nang napansin ko ang isang grupo ng mga ibong naka-“V.” Sa galak na makasama sa kanilang paglakbay, ay linapitan ko agad sila at sumama sa likod ng kanilang formation. Hindi rin ito naging madali dahil iyon pa lang ang aking naging unang pagkakataon. Nang lumapit ako ay napakalakas na hangin ang tumama sa akin, at kinailangan kong sumunod sa kanilang bilis. Medyo matagal pa bago ako nasanay sa kanilang ginawa. Pero nang nasanay na ako, ay naging madali na rin ito.

Talagang masaya. Masayang-masaya. Sa wakas ay naging malaya na rin ako.
Walang hadlang…

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Binuksan ko ang aking mga mata, at nadiskubre kong ako ay nakahiga pa rin sa damo sa soccer field. Panaginip lang pala. Nalungkot ako nang konti dahil akala ko totoo na talaga, pero nasiyahan din dahil parang naramdaman ko na rin ang aking gustong maramdaman.

Siguro, tatanaw na lang muna ako sa mga ibon. Mula sa bilog na mundo na aking kinatatayuan (kinahihigaan), ay mamasdan ko lang muna ang mga lumilipad-lipad na ibon.

Masaya pa rin naman ang buhay.

Phew...

I can't believe that I spent so much time just to renovate tis blog...
Well, you could visit Sir Aris' blog which i just found recently...it's full pictures of his adventures around the world...hehehe

and btw, second part is coming soon...maybe tomorrow...it's late na kasi eh...

First of I don't know how many parts57, 58, 59...

Matagal-tagal na rin akong nakapuwestong nakahiga sa gitna ng malawak na soccer field – nakatunganga sa kalangitan at tinatanaw ang bawat ibong may layang lumipad sa asul na kalangitan, isa-isang binibilang. Kahit na ang layo nila, may kasiyahang naidulot ito sa akin. Kahit di mo masyadong makita sila nang malapitan, parang malalaman mo ang kanilang gustong ipahiwatig, ang kanilang nararamdaman. Kahit na wala silang may sinasabi, nakukuha mo ang kanilang ibaig sabihin. Kahit na hindi nagkikita ang inyong mga mata, nakikita mo ang kanilang katauhan.

Nakakabighani. Kahit sa konting sandali na nakita ko ang mga ibong dumaan sa itaas, marami na akong nakuha. Isa na riyan ay hindi mo matiwalag ang mga ibon. Meron daw siyentipikong dahilan kung bakit ang mga ibon ay nagsasama-sama at karaniwang nag-leletrang “V” ang hugis. Ang pagtitipon daw nila at pag hugis ng “V” ay nakakatulong upang manatili ang balanse at bilis nila sa paglipad. Mas mahirap daw lumipad kapag ang ibon ay nag-iisa lamang. Kaya pala wala akong nakitang ibong nag-iisa, at kung meron man, kokonti lamang. Ika nga, aerodynamics ng paglipad ng mga ibon. Kahit mga hayop pala may alam din sa agham ng kanilang laging ginagawa.

Pero kahit nakikita mo sila, di ka nila napapansin. Kumaway ka man, sumigaw, sumayaw, o tumalon, wala pa rin. Malayo nga, eh. Kahit na nakatutok kang nakatingin sa kanila, parang wala lang. Patuloy pa rin sila sa paglakbay, sa pagtahak sa daan sa ibabaw. Kaya nga nariyan ka lang sa ilalim, nakatingin sa bawat malumanay na hampas ng kanilang pakpak.

Sana malaya rin ako, parang ibon...

Photo from http://jigsaw.w3.org/Yves/BW/

Coming VERY soon...

Watch out for

"Hindi ba Talaga Nakakaramdam ng Pag-ibig ang Isang Teenager?"

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Out of the Blue

You saw me here
I saw you come-
And 'twas the first time, then

You took my hand
Lifted me up-
And all of a sudden

To me
Everything became real
Gone were
The shadows of the past
It soon became clear
Beyond what I fear
The truth that lies ahead

It's a long way
Through all night and day
To reach our destinations
Our roads have crossed
But then we've to part
Heading different directions
But with the sky
So clear and high
Look up and see -
Who knows what destiny brings?

The night is gone
The dawn has come
Together we'll go through

Hold on to tight
Don't stray away
That's all that we should do

Go on
To the life you've been dreaming
Stand strong
Let's just keep on believing
The moments we shared
The troubles we beared
Let us all be true

It's a long way
Through all night and day
To reach our destinations
Our roads have crossed
But then we've to part
Heading different directions
But with the sky
So clear and high
Look up and see -
Who knows what destiny brings?

We are one
Keep on, hold on
Standing on high ground
Look all around you -
Lead on!

This is the story
of how everything came
Out of the Blue

phos·pho·res·cence

Pronunciation: -'re-s^&n(t)s

Function: noun

1 : luminescence that is caused by the absorption of radiation at one wavelength followed by delayed reradiation at a different wavelength and that continues for a noticeable time after the incident radiation stops.

2 : an enduring luminescence without sensible heat

Source:

Merriam-Webster